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Me? Wanting to wear a skirt with nothing under for total free access? More likely than you’d think

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Since increasing my T dose I have been feral. Like holy shit. Sitting around and suddenly being hit with a wave of heat as I feel myself throb. Lazily bouncing on a dildo, or thrusting my vibe full throttle into my g spot because god I ache most painfully when I’m not stuffed. Rubbing my t cock between my fingers trying not to spasm from the contact, whining imagining it was their hands between my thighs.

If they were here I’d be too embarrassed, but I’d let them help me if they wanted to. Shyly ask for help as I leak down my thighs, tdick peaking through. Sighing as I feel their fingers prod at my cunt before pushing inside, the painful aching turning into mind numbing pleasure, letting them bend me over and slide in and out of me with ease.

It’s especially bad when I’m stoned, I’ll be enjoying my high doing whatever, then my brain will wonder or it’ll suddenly hit all at once and I’ll feel a whine build in the back of my throat as I try and ignore how hard i am. Feeling myself ache and clench around nothing, and when I finally get a moment I’m soaked and rock hard, needy and eager.

I feel like I’m constantly either in heat full swing or could be if anything were to happen (flirting, praise, physical contact, if they needed relief etc), I’d be nothing but a good boy ready at any point for them <3

Maybe I need to look into getting a fuck machine just to keep myself from aching… or just start stashing a dildo at my desk to cockwarm and fuck…

Op is an agender bxy! He/they pronouns!

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On tonight’s episode of “what made me fold (and pant like a dog ab) tonight?” And rating each one

“Did you react like that cuz I called you a bitch?” (300/10 yes, yes I did, I’ll cum about it too if you’re not careful)

*making the bars rise and lower the toys strength to the beat of the song he’s listening to* (200/10 love the goofy ness of trying not to moan and pant while he moves them to the rhythm of funky town)

“It’s ok, you can do it” (4000/10 because he said it in that soft tone, I’d do anything if he asked me with that toneeeee)

“It seems like you’re a little distracted” (100/10 I am very distracted and you using that lil mocking tone I adore isn’t helping)

“I can giggle at you if I want” (2000/10, funny, breaks me from being stuck on needing to “preform” by reminding me these are two men I adore and helps me laugh)

“We’ve got better things to focus on” (300/20 hi, it’s me the thing we’re focusing on. Said while getting comfy and I knew it was gonna be a long one, im sore in all the right places after)

“You doing alright?” / *turning the toy down a bit* “how are you doing?” (10000/10 do you want head? Or a hug? I’ll make you food. Reminds me to check in with myself, his tone makes me melt.)

“That’s not what your tumblr says” (4000/10 nooo what tumblr (I love posting or rebloging something in hopes they see it and use it against me/do it to me or text me about it)

“Good boy, you can do it” (50000/10 the K/O my brain needed, I met god, my brain fully turned off, I ascended. And if I could I’d get addicted to this shit like crack (I already am) (it’s me I’m the good boy)

“He needs help and I'm out. You are more than welcome to help <3 ;)” (BSJSKSNSNSNS 3000/10 oh my god?? Sent in our gc, made me feel like a doll being passed around or like a mutt that needed a treat but wasn’t directly talked to. oh my god please please do this more once you get the go ahead beforehand. This made me throb and ache oh my god)

“It’s ok, we’ve got you” (500/10 SIIIRRR basic human decency gets you head cmere)

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Waking up from a wet dream by myself is so sad :(( laying here rubbing my tdick between my fingers, it’s such a shame no one’s here to take advantage of me </3 I’d be so willing to let them use my body as long as it felt good <33

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Head full of many thoughts so here’s one ab my partners bc I’ve recently been in this weird pleasure top headspace

Cw: bondage, overstimulation (?), pet names, obsessive partner (my bitchass), body writing (positive not negative), markings, etc (this can be read for both of them or separately, bc either way I wanna do this to them both.)

Wanna have them tied up to a bed with the softest and simplest restraints, nothing complex or extreme, just simple slip knots to hold their limbs in place, to keep them from covering themselves or feeling awkward about hand placements. This is about them not me, so I wanna remove every single thought from behind their eyes till all that’s left is fuzz, my voice and comfort.

Rlly wanna run my hands over their body, feel their skin under mine, feel their pulse through their rib cage as I sit on their lap. Wanna run my nails lightly over their thighs, not to cause harm, but to see their skin flush and feel them tense. Wanna write my initials on them in marker, nowhere normally visible, of course. I just wanna outline my favorite parts of them, complimenting every detail and draw hearts on their stomach.

I want them to be comfortable and relaxed, praise them for everything they’ve had to do or put up with from work, school and home life. Wanna trail my hand down their chest to their stomach, stopping right above their v line and leave small hickies on their chest/neckline as I praise them for doing so well. I wanna feel them shudder as my hand reaches further down slowly and my teeth graze their skin.

I’m obsessed with the thought of having them to myself, unraveling under my fingertips and brainless. Wanna see how many times I can help them cum before either getting a strap and easing into them or letting them fill me up. I wanna call them a good boy, hear their voice change in pitch as my eyes wonder their frame like a spider responding to prey in its web. There’s something so poetic about wanting them to feel good, to get lost in it, even if it doesn’t end in climax or for too long. Just seeing them so soft and beautiful under me as they feel good and lose themselves to it.

Their heads have been full of too many complex thoughts for too long, wanna make my baby unwind with a collar around their neck decorated with their name and a bell. Want their thoughts to leak between their legs as I ease a strap into their lubed hole, I wanna hear the bell jingle every time my hips meet theirs or they shift. I want them to communicate if they need a break, when their close, etc

I wanna be their safe space and take care of them, maybe even letting them free from their restraints so they can breed themselves on my strap or rut into my hole at their own pace, maybe feel up my chest, sides and thighs or leave their own makings. Their just a good boy who’s brain needs a break. I Rlly wanna take care of them <3

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Just went through a severe depressive episode, you know what that means (horny. Almost all the time. I need dicked down so bad.)

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(This post is for my partners, and as such is poly friendly and mlm, nblm & nblnb oriented)

Cant sleep and my T is making me feral and subby, im talking like, their tone of voice, saying my name, complimenting me, or even just talking to me in any sort of tone makes me flustered and my brain turn off. I need to be bent over and fucked till I can’t see correctly. Need to give them head and have their hands in my hair. Need to give them hickies on their thighs and chest while I make them feel good. Need to feel them shake as I pump into them, or alternatively hear them whine and pant in my ear as they use me as a toy till I’m overstimulated and full. Fuck fuck fuck.

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(Gay thought of the day) (OP is agender and uses he/they/it pronouns)

Wearing the sluttiest lingerie under masculine clothing (maybe a shirt that raises a little, revealing my happy trail and thong that hugs my chubby tummy under my jeans when I stretch or move) with the full intention of letting my partners use me whenever they want any <3

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*looks up at you with big loser eyes as blood from my lip piercings drip down my chin* sorry for having a panic attack earlier, do you still wanna fuck?

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Cw: breeding (no pregnancy, bc ew-), cum-play(?), d/s dynamics, overstim, petplay

Legitimately can’t stop thinking of a wet dream I had last night ab my partners

The details are a little fuzzy but i remember somehow ending up with one partner on top of me, grinding my tdick against their own and feeling my brain turning off. I felt their hands on my chest and thighs and could hear how wet we were. I remember them calling me good boy as they came against my tdick, leaving my cock throbbing and my hole leaking down onto the bed.

I remember whining because I hadn’t cum but felt our partner rub their fingers against my tdick causing me to start grinding onto their fingers and start panting like a bitch in heat. I remember them spreading my legs apart and pushing their fingers inside me, I get hard thinking about how wet I sounded from it. I felt a tip replacing their fingers before long and could feel them spreading my legs and lips open to get the right angle to fuck me in. I really remember them both praising me for taking them so well and how good I was being.

One of them petting my hair and holding my jaw to look at them while the other rubbed their hand down my sides and held me against them.

I remember getting close and feeling one partner put two fingers in my mouth to suck while the other fucked into me till we both came and I was filled with both of their cum.

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Brain go brrrr thoughts of the night

Cw: consensual confinement (not realistic fantasy 😔)(but I can pray), pet play (puppy), free use

Rlly want them to keep me as a house pet, wear cute collars with a tag that has their initials engraved on it. Wanna let them pick what I wear underneath for the day, rest my head in their hands as they coo at me.

Wanna sit by the door when they get home, give them snacks and drinks and make them feel good <3

Feel them tug on the collar randomly and feel my brain instantly blue screen, in public feel them tug on the hem of my pants/skirts to pull me places or get my attention. Want them to have commands for me, like sit/stay, sit pretty etc. (clicker training 🧍🏻)

Wanna give them head or suck their fingers with half lidded eyes when my brain gets too overwhelming and I don’t wanna think anymore, called good boy when I make them feel good or do well.

Need to let them stim with my chest or tdick when they need something to do, let them overstimulate me when their day is frustrating, have them decide things for me.

Need to get pinned and fucked at their whim, need to get stuffed. (Mayhaps chased and pinned-)

Need to whine on my knees for them to make me feel good, feels like I’m in heat, need to get coo’d at, called needy and affectionately mocked when I hump their thigh/fingers because it feels so good.

NEEEEEEED to be a brainless dog and praised and make them feel good. PLEASEEEEEEE.

(There’s so much more but I’m tired and can barely type as is)

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Ngllll the thought of being given the chance to give them hickies is weighing heavyyyyy, not even as a dom thing but one of them mentioned a whileee ago sm like “maybe I’ll let you mark me up, seeing how possessive you get” and it hasn’t left my little tman brain since. I wanna kiss them on the throat and collar leaving light hickies while on top of them :(((( I wanna whine and bounce on strap/cock and leave marks mannnn, maybe if they aren’t overstimulated (not the positive kind) and let me I can brush my teeth over their skin and leave darker hickies in unseen places, thighs perhaps? God man hickies do sm to me.

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I rlly need testosterone to leave me alone oh my god I’m legitimately trying to live my best life throughout the day only for my brain to fixate on my partners and how empty I feel and how much I just wanna be a dumb puppy who waits for them to come home and let them take out for daily frustrations on me in whatever way they want while being praised for taking them so well and how much of a good boy I am- ok i got carried away-

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🌅 “Either that or you could get ice again”

Me: “oh- oh my god.”

🌅 “what? Not into ice?”

🦎 “no he just gets hard whenever he thinks about it”

HELP WKSBSJSKSKSMS

(Not me putting this into a Q so they don’t see it tn LMAO anyways to my partners: doing this will make me fold oh my GOD the tones??? 🧍🏻🧎🏻🐕)

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Me, waking up after a stomach issue kept me up all night and texting my bfs: my throat hurts ;-;

🌅: my bad

Me, trying to disguise the fact I’m flustered at the thought and all the blood in my head rushed to my dick so fast I’m dizzy: 🧍🏻

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When he makes you laugh during sex >>>>>>